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One Room Schoolhouse

  J ust the other day a friend and I swapped philosophies on education and found that we share a resolve that is quite counter-cultural: we aren’t in a hurry to read younger, achieve faster, sit still longer, and know all the things. The path we’re on is slower, with room for soaking up beauty and wonder, and we sure hope this choice keeps the love of learning and adventure alive longer. The longer I walk this slower-paced trail, the more sure of it I am. The first two students in my one-room-school-house were boys who needed to be outside, to run and get muddy, to touch everything and do everything fast and loud. Culture poked at me from every corner with stabs of guilt and fear in those first years. My students weren’t reading at 6, they weren’t ahead of the academic curve, and oh goodness we just might fail at this whole thing. It took some time to shake off the cultural expectations of each scheduled school year. I knew I both wanted to and had freedom to tea...

I don't kno-ow

Her tiny little legs pulled up to her chin, and that fluffy yellow hair flopped down over the rest of her frame. All the feelings a little peanut could possibly feel came bubbling out her shaking shoulders and her big round eyes. What's wrong Peanut? "I don't kno-ow", she sobbed. Did you get hurt? "I don't kno-ow" Did you do something naughty? "I don't kno-ow" This is so me. Feeling all the feelings and all I've got to say for myself is "I don't kno-ow".  Finally I dug out enough clues to see what happened, and then the clarity came. "I felt embarrassed, Mama." Oh, this is me too. I really, really don't like being embarrassed. I don't like that moment when someone is looking (or MIGHT be), and I'm not sure if I did something wrong or if I got hurt or even what actually happened. One of those trails of confusing emotion in me is weaved all around the output of creati...