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Small Victory

I have a small victory to share with you:

 Let me give some context...

I blogged about the loss of children recently, verbally stomping my feet and telling the enemy that I will have no more of it- and that I have chosen my side and refuse to budge.

The children God has given me "on loan" are all so different...
Jonathan was an easy baby, and is currently a whirl-wind 3 1/2 yr old- he is FULL of energy, curiosity, music, rythm, he is friendly, relational, deep (yes, deep!), always thinking, processing, talking... He knows about God and that Jesus is real, and he knows that his baby sister Evelyn is safe with Jesus.

Henry was a difficult baby, and is an easy 2 yr-old!  He adores his  brother and wants to be where he is, he gives AMAZING hugs, likes to be held, likes books, connects quickly with people, is caring, noisy, talkative, fast... and still has his innocence. He likes to pray.

Evelyn has changed my life more than anything. Her body was tiny, but her existence is HUGE. She pulled me by my heartstrings to a deeper place with the Creator. She never used her vocal chords, but has spoken louder and to more people than most people I know. She is currently dancing happily, perfectly with Jesus.

 This summer I was given a whisper...  "six months".  And six months after Evelyn was born, I carry new life again! 

Who will this be? ...and how will they change my world?

Comments

  1. JoyDecember 9, 2011 at 2:16 PM

    Congratulations, Anna!

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  2. AshleyDecember 9, 2011 at 2:34 PM

    WOOOOOOOOWHHHOOOOOOOO!!!!! =D

    So happy for you! Can I ask how far along you are? EEEECK!!! This totally made my day! =D

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  3. Anna RuthDecember 9, 2011 at 3:04 PM

    I'm a little past 6 weeks (my calculation is 6 weeks 2 days, but I won't go in to the Dr. until after the first of the year). Feeling tired, nauseous, and lovin' it! :)

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  4. UnknownDecember 9, 2011 at 3:31 PM

    I almost cried for you just now... Felt God rush over me, for you... God bless and I am so, so, so happy for you and your family! Congratulations and treasure everything in your family!! :)

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  5. UnknownDecember 9, 2011 at 3:32 PM

    Ok, I don't know why it says "unknown"... This is Ashley Bentley

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  6. The Davis FamilyDecember 9, 2011 at 4:33 PM

    Oooooh, blessings upon you Anna! I'm so excited about the breath of life and joy that God has given to you! I will pray that you can enjoy the pregnancy and that fear and worry will be removed in Jesus name!

    ~Rachel

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  7. HeidiDecember 9, 2011 at 4:38 PM

    So amazing. I praise God for his faithfulness and love He is showing your family!! <3

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  8. KristyDecember 9, 2011 at 5:47 PM

    This is such a great gift for Christmas for all of you! CONGRATS to you guys! Will be praying throughout your pregnancy! Enjoy every moment! Love you guys and am just so excited for you all!

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  9. muchomalgatoDecember 9, 2011 at 8:42 PM

    What a beautiful testimony! Congratulations!

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  10. muchomalgatoDecember 9, 2011 at 8:43 PM

    oh woops. This is Megan (Mills) Bergstrom. I forgot my google username was so unique lol.

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  11. CharityDecember 14, 2011 at 6:42 PM

    Soo happy for you! Praise the Lord!

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